Shell Shock

Today I had a dream in which I had to die
 Today I died and wished to have a dream
 I can't... I can't control it. This anger, this fear... I hate this.
 I hate this all. But I have no need to feel guilty, cause I'm nobody.
 Cause this is my reality and I will continue on forever...
 I wish one day, only but one day, this would have been different...
 When limited to my boundaries
 As I can't find the meaning of life
 Faceless molds and sceneries
 Will seem to haunt me alive...
 Ascending through a cosmic spiral
 Imagining the steps I must find
 Not sensing the inner rival
 Lurking and stalking behind the walls
 I've fallen for infinity
 Into my colorful dreams
 Where light has not faded
 Into the depths of unknown grim
 Falling to the start
 Crawling where I belong
 Like chains that drill me apart
 It ain't so easy, to die alone
 I've fallen for infinity
 Into my colorful dreams
 Where light has not faded
 Into the depths of unknown grim