Spectrophobia

Just take a glimpse in time
 To feel without your mind
 The returning to existence
 Of everything you have denied
 Enlightened being of mist
 Just breathing inside of you
 Like ear whispering of myths
 Erratic sparks of truth
 While living in a fraud
 Need time to find your deep traces
 While being a little rough
 This canvas with pretended faces
 NO!
 Thoughts shoving further and deep
 Feeling the infinite grid filming
 Where nothing but knowledge you can keep
 Being everything, daydreaming
 While living in a fraud
 Need time to find your deep traces
 While being a little rough
 This canvas with pretended faces
 NO!
 And everything was, and everything will
 Collecting vivid and colored messaging
 Left by myself, just to make me be
 And not yet prepared for decoding
 Again, again, again...