My Torture

Set myself on fire, anything to turn your head
 I won't deny this, I'm burning from the things you said
 Now you got me running around and all that I have found is I can't afford him
 All I got is spare change cause he was my fortune
 My torture
 Had myself a lover, I liked him cause of all of the books that he read
 And he was like no other boy that I had ever met before
 And I loved all the things that he said
 I wanted to heal him, I did not plan on staying as long
 I didn't think I would need him so how did he become
 My torture
 My, my, my
 My torture, it's always the sweetest thing
 Where do I go? What do I do with this heart?
 My torture, my torture
 I want you to comfort me
 I want you to stop disturbing my sleep
 I really thought you were my king
 I thought you were my king
 I want it to stop hurting so bad
 So bad, so so bad...