The Curse

I was born a night without stars in the sky
 I've never known my parents, they left their child
 Soon i faced the curse that was hiding inside
 A secret bringing terror, i cannot push outside!
 Crimson tears are falling from the sky
 For me it's like a signal, a metaphoric sign,
 Soon i'll be discovering visions in my mind
 They are not predictions, but self made revelations!
 My fate was written in letters of blood
 A destiny that makes my life so cold
 I can't save the world and no one can save me
 No one has the solution to change the state i'm in
 I can't save the world but no one can save me
 Who will hold the key to close this doom in me?
 I'm not a prophet, i don't see in the future
 But when i'm in this state, tragedies occur
 My mind creates some events and i can't control them
 All this was never meant, all this is just insane
 I can't save the world and no one can save me
 No one has the solution to change the state i'm in
 I can't save the world but no one can save me
 Who will hold the key to close this doom in me?
 A suicide could end it all
 But what would be the consequences on this world?
 My fate was written in letters of blood
 A destiny that makes my life so cold
 I can't save the world and no one can save me
 No one has the solution to change the state i'm in
 I can't save the world but no one can save me
 Who will hold the key to close this doom in me?