Come Alive

I want something new
 Can't explain exactly what it is
 How to get through
 How to whisper screams from the inside
 All the ways I wish I'd come alive
 All the ways I wish
 Dreams were mostly true
 Opposite of what it is that
 dims me darker blue
 Holding breath one barely can survive
 In a gasp I know I'll come alive
 And the fear inside
 Can't confine, control, and conquer me again
 Even to the bitter bitter end
 I want something new
 A fundamental element that's true
 In a sea of soul I'll come alive
 What was dead inside
 Can't confine, control, and conquer me again
 Can't inflate the fear forcing me to descend
 This time
 I'm gonna ward off the ghosts of life
 This time
 I'm setting the heart to right
 This time
 This time
 I want something new
 A fundamental element that
 bubbles to a brew
 That washes all the remnants of the
 sickness that I knew
 That maps a path that guides me to a
 sky of higher blue
 I've broken the cocoon from the inside
 All the ways in which I've come alive
 All the ways in which I've come alive