Black Tears

When I'm in this state of mind
 I'm wishing I am blind
 Sometimes life is more than pain to me
 I feel the power of my grief
 Death would be such a relief
 All the secrets that I hide
 Would die with me
 Depression is my only friend.
 Will this torture never end?
 Let me carry on to the dreamers' sky
 I keep crying in my dreams.
 Can you hear my endless screams?
 When I fade away I fade, away.
 This fluid on my cheek, it drains me, I get weak.
 My heart is cold and bleak. Black blood, black tears.
 Life is just a masquerade.
 In dept to myself but I can't pay
 Soon I'll call it all a day, away.
 I've never felt what you call guilt
 I still believe "do what thou wilt"
 My sorrow will destroy the world I've built
 This fluid on my cheek
 It drains me, I get weak
 My heart is cold and bleak.
 Black blood, black tears