Reoccurring Dream

Heaven help me, i don't understand
 Heaven help am having trouble reading you
 You keep on showing up in my dream
 reoccuring one way you don't want me
 and its no surprise if you don't understand
 if you're blindsided i'd have trouble finding you
 am good at hiding how i feel
 always worried what you're thinking of me
 reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer
 why dont i learn my lesson
 most of the time it's just uneducated guessing
 The justice to depression
 heaven help i want to understand
 i dont know where to start getting close to you
 but maybe am not running from me
 am always pushing people away unknowingly
 reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer
 why dont i learn my lesson
 most of the time it's just uneducated guessing
 The justice to depression
 heaven help me i don't understand, heaven help am having trouble reading you
 You keep on showing up in my dream
 reoccuring one way you don't want me