i've had enough

One, two, three, four
 Should I drink
 Or should I smoke
 Or should I find more unhealthy ways to cope
 Should I hurt
 Or should I cry
 Or should I write out all of my final goodbyes
 To all my friends
 Because they won't be there in the end
 Should I laugh
 Or should I smile
 And tell me darling, will you be here for a while
 Should I wish for better days
 Or just try to numb the pain
 Should I try to teach my heart a simple love
 Or decide when enough is enough
 I've had enough
 I've had enough
 So save me
 As blood leaks from my eyes
 And try to hate me
 So I can wonder why
 My demons take me
 I'll jump off, think I can fly
 And I'll make me
 Feel like shit until I die
 Feel like shit until I die