Head in the Wall

Sometimes, you make me wanna put my
 Fucking head through the wall
 Sometimes, I wonder if I even
 Know you at all
 Fall asleep to the sound of your
 Old rotating fan
 I cut the fuck out of myself
 And soaked the bed sheets with blood again
 I hold my head underwater
 Just to drown out the noise
 It's always my fault
 Girls will be bitches and boys will be boys
 I know I don't need you
 But I'm terrified of letting you go
 Even after all the times you
 Fucked the shit out of me while I was crying, "No"
 And how am I supposed to feel good
 About myself when everything I do is wrong?
 When I'm just an ugly bitch, a fucking freak
 And I don't wanna go on?
 And I don't wanna leave my house
 'Cause I know everybody's staring at me now
 "Why the hell am I alive?"
 Is what they think, they wanna take me down
 And I can't get out, can't run away (run away)
 There's no escaping you now (now, there's no escaping you now)
 I'm gonna die all alone next to you
 In this piece of shit town
 And we've been cursed since the start
 Jesus didn't want us (and, oh)
 And you take all of your sins
 Out on my body like everyone else does
 Now, shooting up our old school
 When we get bored of shooting up
 And fuck the cops and fuck God
 And fuck this town for ruining us
 And they'll put holes in all we own
 And in our heads, pumped full of lead
 You always told me I could only
 Leave you once we're both dead, dead
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 Sometimes, you make wanna put my
 Fucking head through the wall
 Sometimes, I wonder if I ever
 Even knew you at all