Wingless

hail the wingless ones
 bite my lips off, kissing me
 stronger i will become
 split my wounds open, caressing me
 i will feel hapiness
 whisper to me sweetly, tearing my veins
 and i will close my eyes
 high above the pain i will soar
 to disappear in mist like a shadow in dusk
 i shall vanish
 broken rainbow tempts no more with its beauty
 shines not when darkness falls
 blackness assimilates all differences
 is this why i am crawling relentlessly to reach her
 and yearn when light burns my heart
 life writes diaries with blood
 death is a reward
 not a punishment nor a sentence
 for i do love
 rise up the wingless ones
 against your destiny
 proudly raising your eyes
 just for once, for once
 rise up!
 tear my eyes away when gazing at them
 and more i will see
 trample my heart when you feel pity (for me?)
 and courage i will become
 kill me
 and darkness i will be
 immortality i turn
 i will become what i desire
 and you grant me wings