I Miss The Closet

I wonder when she'll text me back
 I never used to be like that
 I didn't give a shit
 I'd leave all the boys on read
 Now I'm anxious I did something wrong
 Did I laugh too much or talk too long?
 I'm racking my mind wondering
 If it's something that I said
 And it's times like these I miss the closet
 Some things were easier then
 When I could pretend
 And it's times like these I miss the numbness
 Some things were easier then
 When I could pretend
 I wonder if she likes me back
 I never used to be like that
 I'd pick the boys to like
 Then I'd push them all away
 Now I'm wondering if I freaked you out
 I can't remember what we talked about
 I'm laying here wondering
 If you feel the same
 And it's times like these I miss the closet
 Some things were easier then
 When I could pretend
 And it's times like these I miss the numbness
 Some things were easier then
 When I could pretend
 I wonder if she likes me back
 (I wonder if she likes me back)
 I wonder if she likes me back
 (I wonder if she likes me back)
 I never used to be like that
 I never used to be like that
 And it's times like these I miss the closet
 Some things were easier then
 When I could pretend
 And it's times like these I miss the numbness
 Some things were easier then
 When I could pretend