A Dandelion Cipher

Sometimes I wonder
 If I'm in this world on my own
 If I will ever know
 Your secret to wonders
 Because I'm
 I'm out here, I'm out in the cold
 Outside all the doors you once closed
 Feels like I've been here forever
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 Why should I keep on striving
 If you will never let me in?
 Why should I keep on trying when
 I'll just end up back where I started?
 No gold at the end of the rainbow
 And no stars to guide my way
 And now I walk here alone
 Because we're walking in circles
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 I grew where nothing could grow
 I grew in concrete, in ashes, through cold
 A dandelion cipher
 I locked all the doors I could close
 Let illusions keep out the cold
 I stayed here forever
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 Why should I keep on striving
 If you will never let me in?
 Why should I keep on trying when
 I'll just end up back where I started?
 No gold at the end of the rainbow
 And no stars to guide my way
 And now I walk here alone
 Because we're walking in circles
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 Why should I keep on striving
 If you will never let me in?
 Why should I keep on trying when
 I'll just end up back where I started?
 No gold at the end of the rainbow
 And no stars to light my way
 And now I walk here alone
 Because I'm walking in circles