Solitary Confinement

I really wish it never came to this
 I wish it didn't feel like I was starting over again
 I'm reeling in a line without a fish
 And every day, I wake up and hear the pounding drum of failure in my head
 Am I really doing nothing?
 Or am I reaching out to something?
 Someone waiting to catch me on the other side
 Am I delaying the inevitable?
 Am I running out of time?
 You cannot isolate me past the walls that I have built
 So, send your condolence cards
 Thinking I've been held against my will
 It's better, you believing I'm fighting for some greater good, I know
 I know that I believe in nothing
 And that I like being alone
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 Four hours in the Target parking lot
 Contemplating mental brands still burning hot
 I hope that one day the weight of my body in these seats will
 Feel just right
 But for now, the AC's always too cold
 And the heat in winter melts the skin off of my bones
 And I've started to ignore the check engine light
 In hopes that a breakdown might give me a sign, oh
 You cannot isolate me past the walls that I have built
 So, send your condolence cards
 Thinking I've been held against my will
 It's better, you believing I'm fighting for some greater good, I know
 I know that I believe in nothing
 And that I like being alone
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 I like being alone
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 And there is bliss in solitary
 Isn't it sobering?
 And there is bliss in solitary
 Isn't it sobering?
 And there is fear in solitary
 Isn't it sobering?
 And there is pain in solitary
 Isn't it sobering?
 You cannot isolate me past the walls that I have built
 So, send your condolence cards
 Thinking I've been held against my will
 It's better you believing I'm fighting for some greater good, I know
 I know that I believe in nothing
 And that I like being alone
 I like being alone
 I like being alone