Spin Cycle

I soak up every little bit to sharpen my bones.
 All grown up still trying to find my way home.
 I never been cleaned or cloned.
 My heart's never been owned.
 I'm lonely, but everyone is lonely so at least I'm not alone.
 This road is filled with pot holes,
 but I don't need to tell you something you already know.
 We're both sinking in the same boat.
 I wanted you to stay afloat
 I did what I could,
 But you had to learn to swim on your own.
 You lost your glow in the glitter and the gold.
 I couldn't stay alive inside your choke hold.
 Hold, hold on, because I really gotta go.
 Cause I'm not falling into your hole.
 You won't spin my head around
 You won't take this one from me
 you wanna bring it to the clouds?
 you won't ever see, ever see
 you won't ever see the ground
 I soak up every little bit to harden my skin
 No matter how I stand still pulled by the wind
 wipe the face off my grin
 and love me in the name of kill
 to keep on being good friends
 A liar's lips are their
 best fingerprints
 You can fake it isn't there
 but I can taste it when we kiss
 Tracing paper wrists
 I tried to draw the line and I missed
 But one day I'll be able to look back at
 this and make some kind of sense of it
 I'm not another shin to kick
 one foot in the grave both hands on the gin
 It took a while to figure out
 we couldn't coexist
 But I'm not falling into your abyss
 You won't spin my head around
 You won't take this one from me
 you wanna bring it to the clouds?
 you won't ever see, ever see
 you won't ever see the ground (2x)