My Own Person

Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now
 Waiting for some kind of inspiration
 To make me feel like I'm my own person
 But buying new clothes just makes me feel down
 Having new style cause me more attention
 And I don't feel like I'm my own person
 I just feel like some other version of me
 Been talkin' 'bout the same problems for years now
 But nothing I do seems to make things happen
 I try too hard, guess I got to keep searchin'
 Can't help but think I just stand out
 No matter what I do, it's bad, it's hurting
 And I don't feel like I'm my own person
 I just feel like some other version of me
 I wanna blеnd into the background
 I wanna be nobody and nevеr make a sound
 But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
 Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking
 I try and I try but I'm not my own person
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 I need new shoes, these ones are worn out
 I'll buy the same pair just a different version
 'Cause God forbid, I put some effort in and
 It'd be nice if I wasn't filled with doubt
 Oh, I can't help but feel I've got some kind of curse
 And I don't feel like I'm my own person
 I just feel like some other version of me
 I wanna blend into the background
 I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
 But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
 Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking
 I try and I try but I'm not my own person
 I wanna be buried in the ground
 And I don't want anyone to ever dig me out
 And I've never had a sense of self
 Oh, the longer I stay here the more things worsen
 I'll never be my own person
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 I wanna blend into the background
 I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
 But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
 Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking
 I try and I try but I'm not my own person
 I wanna be buried in the ground
 And I don't want anyone to ever dig me out
 And I've never had a sense of self
 Oh, the longer I stay here the more things worsen
 And I'll never be my own person