Antidote

Finding refuge in my own lies
 How are you? I'm doing alright
 Small talk is a great disguise
 Just let me be
 Just let me be
 Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind
 Am I only living, living to survive?
 Shake it off but I've lost the drive
 Just let me be
 Just let me be
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 Let me be okay
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 No one knows what goes on up inside my head
 There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
 No one knows what goes on up inside my head
 They don't think I need help
 But I'm scaring myself
 I just want to be okay
 I just want to be okay
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 All the voices in my head are coming to life
 They're getting louder and I'm, I'm terrified
 How do you run from your own mind?
 Is this what I've become?
 Take it back, what have I done?
 No one knows what goes on up inside my head
 There is a new kind of poison and starting to spread
 No one knows what goes on up inside my head
 They don't think I need help
 But I'm scaring myself
 I just want to be okay
 I just want to be okay
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 No one knows what goes on up inside my head
 There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
 But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
 I can change my plans, I can change my plans
 I tried to find my reflection on the glass
 But all I ever saw were the things I lack
 All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
 All I ever thought I was
 Was a mistake
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 No one knows what goes on up inside my head
 There is a new kind of poison and starting to spread
 No one knows what goes on up inside my head
 Up inside my head
 Up inside my head