chemical veins

(He wrote me)
 ("Coming back to the Sheba coast, I thought of Solomon's list")
 ("Of all those signs one is only to name to quicken the heart")
 I'm sorry that I always start shit
 I'm sorry that I seem so heartless
 Sorry I bled on the carpet
 And sleep all day in your apartment
 (Sorry) I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
 (I'm sorry) I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
 (Sorry) I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
 (Feels so empty now) I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
 Sorry, I'm sorry
 I'm sorry
 I feel so helpless now
 I know you want someone I can't be
 You'll always be someone I can't please
 Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
 Taste of these chemical veins
 My intuition is lifted whenever I hit it or sip it
 I got it, I get it 'til I am forgetting my name
 What's death but an option?
 I'm shit like my posture
 Feel like an imposter
 Live life like a monster
 Just sad that I lost her
 Now drown in the pain
 Of these chemical veins
 See you down the bottom of barrels I'm fishing in
 Stomp me out, toss me like roaches into the wind
 At night the devil start speaking
 Sews hate in my heart 'til I'm heated
 I pull on the seams just to breathe in
 Still pushing down urges, still fiendin'
 Float away
 Into the clouds, created by bullets
 Throw away
 All of my feelings, my brain says they're useless
 (I'm sorry) Feel like my friends think I'm stupid
 (I'm sorry) Nothing got good I'm not clueless
 (I'm sorry) Keep my eyes low in my hoodie
 (Ahh!)
 Intuition left my bloody
 Taste of these chemical veins
 My intuition is lifted whenever I hit it or sip it
 I got it, I get it 'til I am forgetting my name
 What's death but an option?
 I'm shit like my posture
 Feel like an imposter
 Live life like a monster
 Just sad that I lost her
 Now drown in the pain
 Of these chemical veins
 Taste of these chemical veins
 My intuition is lifted whenever I hit it or sip it
 I got it, I get it 'til I am forgetting my name
 What's death but an option?
 I'm shit like my posture
 Feel like an imposter
 Live life like a monster
 Just sad that I lost her
 Now drown in the pain
 Of these chemical veins
 Taste of these chemical veins
 My intuition is lifted whenever I hit it or sip it
 I got it, I get it 'til I am forgetting my name
 What's death but an option?
 I'm shit like my posture
 Feel like an imposter
 Live life like a monster
 Just sad that I lost her
 Now drown in the pain
 Of these chemical veins