When She Calls

When she called I had a knife to my wrist
 Feelin like life ain't make sense
 See I just quit my job
 Sick of flippin burgers, and livin in my aunts garage
 So I just let it drain
 Sittin here drownin' in a bottle of Jim B
 Thinkin to myself she was posed' to be my queen
 Feel like a bad dream
 And I just wanna wake up, walked in the house
 Caught some niggas diggin her out, him and the spouse
 Remember when we first confessed we loved on another
 I was cool with her paps, she was tight with my mother
 Crazy as it sounds, I think I still love her
 Enough to take my own life, left me with nothin but a broken heart
 Suicidal thoughts, a twelwe inch blade, real real sharp
 Phone still ringin, so I picked up the call
 Let go of the knife, let it drop to the floor
 Damn
 [Chorus:]
 When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up)
 When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife
 When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up)
 When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife
 When she called he had a knife to his wrist
 Conseplatin if life made sense
 See he just quit his job
 Sick of flippin burgers, and livin in a garage
 So he just let it drain
 Didn't even check the caller ID
 Thought about his girlfriend cheatin on him
 He caught her in a bed with another woman
 And another man, couldn't understand
 How you could crush a persons heart, in the palm of your hands
 Now he's depressed, even thinkin suicidal
 Like how you going from a lover to a rival
 Bottle of yack, knife on his lap
 Death on his mind, matter of time before he just snaps
 But he answers the phone
 It's his mother on the other end, pleatin that he needs to come home
 He puts the knife down, at the sound of her voice
 Hesatating bout makin that choice
 Wrong or right
 That phone call might have saved his life
 He said to himself
 [Chorus:]
 When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up)
 When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife
 When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up)
 When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife
 She could have been his wife, he could have been her husband
 Could've had a family, wonder where the love went