can't let go this time

I can't let go
 I can't let go this time
 No, I can't let go
 I can't let go this time
 I just wanna let you know I fucked things up
 I haven't told you the whole truth
 The more I think about it
 The more I wish that I could tie a proper noose
 You called me late at night
 Convinced that things will be alright
 It's my burden to bear when the sun rise
 I'll go outside and feel the rain on my skin
 I can't let go
 No, I can't let go this time
 Of all I have
 I'm trying not to leave it all behind
 Same colors out the same damn window
 Only thing that changes is the wind now
 And I can't stand being so far away
 From places I said I would never stay
 And you are just enough, I'm nothing more
 I still remember falling in love on the ocean floor
 I try and forget all the fights on the bedroom floor
 I try to be, I'll try to be so much more
 I can't let go
 No, I can't let go this time
 Of all I have
 I'm trying not to leave it all behind