Hurts Me Too

My mother told me one day she's tired of my sad songs
 But loving you has only made me cry twice or so
 The day that I said I loved you you didn't say it in return
 That was the day I realized that silence is actually heard
 And I am done changing words just so my songs sounds prettier
 I just don't care if it hurts cause it hurts me too
 I hate that feeling at night when I thought my eyes were close
 But they were open the whole time, it was just too dark to know
 And what am I supposed to do when my dad cried in front of me?
 Do I just close my eyes and pretend like I didn't see?
 And I am done changing words just so my songs sounds prettier
 I just don't care if it hurts cause it hurts me too