Needle Effect

tired of everything
 story of my life keeps repeating
 a lot to deal with but I don't have the urge
 bringing me down
 I lost control and I can't handle it
 this condition won't change, until I shoot it up
 it's how I deal with it
 I'm feeling empty
 my bones are weak
 it spreads through my body
 my problems fade away
 in control
 fighting my demons
 on my own
 you can't see me as I'm dissolving
 as the dark fills my veins
 I'm stronger now
 taking on the world
 invincible
 nothing can hurt me
 I'm in control and I'm unstoppable
 just for a minute I feel vigorous
 and with time it's creeping back
 lessened bliss,
 depressing senses
 and chaos returns
 I need one more shot please give it to me
 I promise this will be the last time
 for me