Still Need To Know

I said it twice
 But I'll say it again
 Life moves fast that's the way it is
 As I get stoned they get married
 Don't have a job I'll just listen to Harry
 One things for sure that's a matter of fact
 Shy of 26 still don't know how to act
 If only the lights were on in my head
 I think I'd get real far but I'll worry instead
 If you could go back would you still say no?
 Find your way home just to finish the show
 Those faces they burn conversations they hurt
 Life moves on but I still need to know
 Closed my eyes I was just 18
 I think I stayed in bed till I was 23
 Those nights drag on and I'm starting to see
 Rose colored glasses they don't look too clean
 And I don't know now maybe someday I will
 Write it all down because I'm lost and I'm still
 Waiting for the day I get to turn it around
 To see a younger me just lost in the crowd
 If you could go back would you still say no?
 Find your way home just to finish the show
 Those faces they burn conversations they hurt
 Life moves on but I still need to know
 And I
 I'll listen to Maggie
 While they're all going off and getting married
 Why's growing up so fucking scary?
 I need to know
 If you could go back would you still say no?
 Find your way home just to finish the show
 Those faces they burn conversations they hurt
 Life moves on but I still need to know
 Did I say the right thing? I can never be sure
 Am I moving too fast did I take a wrong turn?
 Should I try and slow down before I burn out and crash?
 All these roads have their doubts but I'm feeling it
 I'm feeling it now