Heart's Having A Hard Time

Thought I'd wake up
 Somehow that weight would be off my chest
 Last night I said what I couldn't say before
 I thought we'd break up
 And it wouldn't take much for me to move on and
 Find someone I'm a whole lot better for
 Now I'm starting to think
 It ain't that easy
 I hated to do what I had to do
 'Cause I was afraid of hurting you
 I thought I was good with goodbye
 But my heart's having a hard time (hard time)
 Making sense of how I'm doing what's right
 Got me so tore up inside
 Yeah, I know I made up my mind
 But my heart, my heart's having a hard time
 (My heart's having a hard time)
 It shouldn't be so tough for me
 To change my lock screen
 But it's sinking in that I don't get to kiss that smile no more
 We had a million reasons
 Someone had to do the leaving
 But how I thought I'd feel ain't how I'm feeling
 I hated to do what I had to do
 'Cause I was afraid of hurting you
 I thought I was good with goodbye
 But my heart's having a hard time
 Making sense of how I'm doing what's right
 Got me so tore up inside
 Yeah, I know I made up my mind
 But my heart, my heart's having a hard time
 Now I'm missing you
 Now I'm wishing you
 And I had worked it out
 If it was so wrong
 Why am I still loving you now?
 I hated to do what I had to do
 'Cause I was afraid of hurting you
 I thought I was good with goodbye
 But my heart's having a hard time
 Making sense of how I'm doing what's right
 Got me so tore up inside
 Yeah, I know I made up my mind
 But my heart, my heart's having a hard time
 
 (My heart's having a hard time)