Eulogy

I got my head against the wall
 'Cause I can't recall the sound of your heartbeat
 And I never said it all, but I guess I should have said that I'm sorry
 And now you've gone so far away
 I will never get the chance to say
 That you were the best of, you were the worst
 Of every fucking part of me
 The way your makeup stain still haunts my bed
 The shadows sing your name inside my head
 Falling like the rain you washed in red
 I'm choking on the pain you left
 You could cut me to the bone
 'Cause I think you've always known that I'm broken
 Then you hang on every note
 Like my words are set in stone as they're spoken
 And as you fall to fade away
 I will never live to see the day
 These scars on my chest carved out by your hand
 Still cuts me from beyond the grave
 The way your makeup stain still haunts my bed
 The shadows sing your name inside my head
 Falling like the rain you washed in red
 I'm choking on the pain you left
 You broke me apart and set me afire
 And let go
 Burning alive above where you lie
 And sleep cold
 The pain in your eyes forever enshrined
 In my head
 Until the time our fates intertwine
 In silence
 The way your makeup stain still haunts my bed
 The shadows sing your name inside my head
 Falling like the rain you washed in red
 I'm choking choking choking
 The way your makeup stain still haunts my bed
 The shadows sing your name inside my head
 Falling like the rain you washed in red
 I'm choking on the pain you left for dead