Nothing

Dead inside eyes as cold as ice
 this pain with in I can't deny
 this time emotion pourin over
 anger hate joy and bliss and at
 times it don't compare to this
 and I don't know which way to turn
 I lost my way will I never learn?
 They say it's best to have loved and
 to have lost than never to have truly loved
 at all, to try to fail to reach to
 touch the sun and fall, to win the
 fight but lose the war, overwelmed
 I gasp for breath I'm drowning in my
 own restraints my frustrations clouds
 my mind, I'll walk away leave it behind
 My mind is made and there's nothing
 you can say [x4]
 What you see, what you see it's not
 really me a mere shell of what I once
 was, an empty shell of what I once was [x2]
 They say it's best to have loved and
 lost than never to have truly loved
 at all, to try to fail or reach to
 touch the sun and fall, to win the
 fight but lose the war, overwelmed
 gasp for breath I'm drowning in my
 own restraints my frustrations clouds
 my mind, I'll walk away leave it behind
 My mind is made and there's nothing
 you can say [x4]
 They say it's best to loved and lost
 regardless of the final cost
 I've given all I have to give and in
 the end tell me is it all worth it?
 I can't take it will I make it through
 this before it fuckin kills me, this is
 hopeless I have to stop this before I
 reach the point of no return, I can't
 feel it I feel numb now embrace the
 pain and find the strength to pull
 through it before I lose it
 I have nothing I am nothing
 My mind is made and there's nothing
 you can say [x4]
 Look what I've done, Just look what I've done [x3]