Splinters of Life

There's no way out of this maze
 I'm living for those days
 I'm trapped in there
 Compelled to play again
 Those scenes when I could still call me man
 I do have the power to play twice...
 Madness
 Searching deeper and deeper in those memories
 I know all of my answers are here in me...
 Knew this game was dangerous but could I ever know
 Memories would come back to me just like an horror show
 Someone wake me up and tell me that this isn't true
 This ain't no more what I lived, what I knew
 Help this nightmare seems so real
 The picture becomes clear
 A shadow in her eyes
 That's how I realise
 My love was all in vain
 Creation of my brain
 Illusions dug this void
 My world destroyed
 *****
 Splinters of life hidden deep inside
 Here in my mind they've been all the time
 I've been so blind
 Chasing stars in the sky
 In the end I find
 It was all a giant lie
 *****
 Hey, there must be some mistake
 Where is my girl my angel?
 This one here is different indeed
 An evil creature with no love for me
 I had never seen her be so drastic
 Telling me I am hopeless and tragic
 Always laughing at me
 What the hell is this?!
 Knew this game was dangerous but could I ever know
 Memories would come back to me just like an horror show
 Someone wake me up and tell me that this isn't true
 This ain't no more what I lived, what I knew
 Help this nightmare seems so real
 The picture becomes clear
 A shadow in her eyes
 That's how I realise
 My love was all in vain
 Creation of my brain
 Illusions dug this void
 My world's destroyed cause
 Now I'm back there once again
 Too late to understand
 A flash runs through my eyes
 That's how I realise
 Theodora's never been
 A monster's all I see
 Illusions dug this void
 My world destroyed.