My Heart Goes Bum Bum Bum

you said take the violin that you hang on your wall
 stick it under your bed before it crumbles and falls
 just don't open your eyes before counting to ten
 i can hardly remember, just the smell of your hands
 as they danced on my body, running over my pores
 with the force of steering wheel crushing my bones
 i said you smell like the devil but you feel like the lord
 and when i think of perfection you know i'm thinking of your
 voice when you tell me you don't call him your baby
 because that was the name that you rightfully gave me
 and it's foolish to share with someone else
 and my heart goes
 bum bum bum bum bum
 bum bum bum bum bum
 but you admit that you're lonely, you're as cold as a statue
 pleading 'fuck me' on the marble that was used to create you
 i can't stand that you're talking when you shouldn't be living
 i didn't dodge all your bullets i just denied that they hit me
 so when my body is bleeding i won't admit that this hurts
 because admitting isn't fixing so then what is it worth
 so to say you're unhappy is like saying you're sorry
 its nothing that i care to hear
 bum bum bum bum bum
 bum bum bum bum bum
 bum bum bum bum bum
 bum bum bum bum bum
 so, now the tears in your jeans are the holes in your armor
 you're the thoughts that i feared, you're the mountain i've conquered
 if i told you i loved you would you reach out and touch me
 you taste like the ocean and your body's disgusting
 the only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night
 the only reason you speak is to tell me i'm fine
 the only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night
 the only reason you speak is to state that you're mine
 and my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum
 bum bum bum bum bum
 bum bum bum bum bum
 bum bum bum bum bum
 bumbum bum bum bum
 bum bum bum bum bum
 bum bum bum bum bum
 bum bum bum bum bum