Still Not Ready

I didn't see it coming
 My head inside a notion
 Now left in isolation, lately
 Escape without an audience
 Tainted worn down patience
 Scratch beneath the surface, it's fading
 Slow dancing
 With your friends downstairs
 I'm still waiting
 To be hurt
 I'll surrender when my whole heart breaks
 I'm still not ready
 I'll surrender when my whole heart breaks
 I'm still not ready
 Slow dancing
 With your friends downstairs
 I'm still waiting
 To be hurt
 I'll surrender when my whole heart breaks
 I'm still not ready
 Mercy's off the table
 I'm late but not unstable
 Your fate seems almost labeled
 I'm faithful
 Been laying down foundations
 Now seems like all is wasted
 No sign of desperation
 It's painful
 Slow dancing
 With your friends downstairs
 I'm still waiting
 To be hurt
 I'll surrender when my whole heart breaks
 I'm still not ready
 I'll surrender when my whole heart breaks
 I'm still not ready
 Ooooooo ooooooo
 Ooooo ooooo
 In my heart
 In my heart
 Ooooooo ooooooo
 In my heart
 I'll surrender when my whole heart breaks
 I'm still not ready
 I'll surrender when my whole heart breaks
 I'm still not ready
 Slow dancing
 With your friends downstairs
 I'm still waiting
 To be hurt
 I'll surrender when my whole heart breaks
 I'm still not ready
 Surrender when my whole heart breaks
 Surrender when my whole heart breaks