Ever

Ever live a life that's real
 Full of zest, but no appeal
 Ever want to cry so much
 You want to die
 Ever feel that you've been had
 Had so much that you turn mad
 Ever been depressed that
 (to) those you turn to, you bring distress
 Ever sit in tormenting silence
 That turns so loud, you start to scream
 Ever take control of a dream
 And play all the parts and set all the scenes
 Ever do nothing and gain nothing from it
 Ever feel stupid and then know that you really are
 Ever think you're smart and then find out you aren't
 Ever play the fool and then find out that you're worse
 Ever look at a flower and hate it
 Ever see a couple kissing and get sickened by it
 Ever wish the human race didn't exist
 And then realize you're one too
 Well, have you ... ever . I have
 So What