foresight

For convenience
 You'll take my pain
 Until I'm gone
 Then you'll let me rot
 Surface tension
 We'll never mention
 How long it took
 How slow it was
 Through the moisture released
 When you let me rot
 Fact is that I had to
 I wish I was not the only one
 You watched with your own two eyes as I decayed
 Think I had fun?
 Am I even allowed?
 Am I even allowed to be mad that you had fun?
 I'm stumbling my heart
 While you're playin' with your toys
 You build me up
 And break me down
 You fucking build me up
 And tear me down
 Destroy, build, destroy
 But sweet convenience
 Fooled me into
 Trying for me
 I was lying to you
 But you're a genius
 And you're so graceful
 You know how painful
 It is to turn to rot
 Fuck convenience
 It's stealing my friends
 I was never friendly
 With time so take it all
 And you'll spend it better than me
 Oh, whoever knows it all knows
 You'll spend my time so much wiser than me, I know
 I wish I knew that you would be so right
 What I would give to go back and be blinded by your foresight
 I could close my eyes and stay mad
 But how would I have learned from all the memories that we've had?
 And you don't even have to say it 'cause I know
 You told me so
 I know you told me so
 Apologize if I was taxing
 If I called you like a boomer calls a taxi
 Oh
 You poured the water on me 'cause I had to learn
 Without your water on me would've let us burn
 And you don't even have to say it to me 'cause I know
 No, you told me so
 I know you told me so
 All right, all right, all right, all right, all right
 All right, all right, all right, all right
 All right, all right, all right, all right, all right
 All right
 But sweet convenience
 Fooled me into
 Trying for me
 I was lying to you