Marvellous

You make me laugh and sometimes cry
 You make me hurt so deep
 I realize how empty I'm inside
 For just for one word I couldn't say
 A silent thought destroyed my day
 My mouth gets stuck my brains go wild
 That extra second there
 Just put me in an awful awkward spot
 I see you frown I sense the storm
 It all goes quickly now
 I feel the shame got stuck deep in my throat
 But it was, marvellous
 If I couldn't say it
 Hear me sing it
 It was marvellous
 It was marvelous
 The tile floor was way too high
 I would have changed into a little rat
 Or squirrel to run and hide
 I closed my eyes I swear I tried
 The guilt and shame had struck me so hard
 I almost felt like I could die
 But it was, marvellous
 If I couldn't say it
 Hear me sing it
 It was marvellous and I loved every single minute
 It was marvellous, it was marvellous
 So lost I crawled my way through the clouds
 To the fire in your eyes
 Outbrained to upgrade your words
 All I found to say was "dichotomy"
 Then I feared the worst but you smiled at me
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 It was marvelous
 It was, marvellous
 If I couldn't say it
 Hear me sing it
 It was marvellous and I loved every single minute
 It was marvellous
 It was marvellous
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