Choking On

You said this will be the last time
 Endless nights I cried and when I awake
 You still won抰 be there
 My heart is still bleeding
 The damage is done, you can do no more
 Choking on those words of love
 Beginning to wish this day will never end
 My time spent is a lifetime lost
 My hands outstretched waiting for the embrace
 For this moment I tried to forgive for too many goodbyes gone unsaid
 Looking for reasons to let my mind rest
 Did I do something wrong
 He will not wait for me
 I didn抰 need you then, I don抰 need you now, I will never need you again
 Standing strong on broken limbs
 You can抰 see your eyes remain closed
 You said this will be the last time and I believed
 As that portion of my life seems so distant now
 I cried myself to sleep
 Befriended, be-fathered, betrayed
 I hear I love you pass by your lips
 And I hope to see you choke on those words
 You said this will be the last time and I don抰 care
 You are my father why can抰 you see