Abuse

something's in the way
 something's in the road
 obstacles for me
 something's in my throat
 some things bother me
 some things don't
 other things might
 my life's a sinking boat
 don't let me drown, don't let me sink
 i'm not gonna rot, i'm not gonna stink like rotting
 playing happy games
 keeping up a smile
 keeping myself happy
 just for a while
 making ugly music
 writing stupid words
 why do you want to listen?
 don't you get disturbed?
 aren't you getting tired?
 don't i make you sick?
 isn't your stomach turning?
 doesn't my face need to be kicked?
 self-abuse, from me to you, to cover myself
 to cover the truth, no self-worth,
 i'm eating dirt, and i'll get smart
 and eat my words
 and eat my words
 and eat my words
 and eat my words
 and eat my words