Polaris

And I swear that every creak in this house, it sings to me in frantic tones
 Fractured reflections in shattered glass match broken records in my head
 Maybe I won't feel this way one day, when I put this fear to bed
 Cuz I'm terrified I will wake up one day, tired and alone, and realize
 The reason that I'm stuck in this place are choices of my own
 And I can't shake this fear of disappointing those I love
 And maybe one day they won't find my name on the tip of their tongues
 And it feels so wrong, at the end of your rope baby
 You thought I was strong
 But I can't find my feet
 Until I shake this fear and exorcise these ghosts
 But I swear I will get better for those I love the most
 So dance in the firelight, maybe we'll find ourselves in the flickers on the trees at night
 Where our constellations meet the skyline
 And the stars above will chart their courses through the sky
 So by comet trails and asteroid belts, I will chart mine
 But it feels so wrong at the end of your rope, baby
 You think I am strong
 And I will find my feet
 When I leave this place
 And rubber meets the highway
 And maybe when those state lines change, it will be a new day