the ten commandments of ryan f.

I closed up
 As your skin touched mine
 It was so cold and i couldn't help but shake
 I see cars crashing and i see shadows twitching with fear and with vice
 And i guess i can't really tell them apart
 Seems I've realized that there is a veil between me and all else
 Don't get attached don't get attacked should've learned this long ago would've saved me the trouble
 "Maybe you should stop speaking in the past tense cuz then you'll get stuck"
 Just like in 7th grade
 Such a young mess on the floor but let's just forget that all my memories are just a blur
 And i'm sure that there's a reason for that
 And my shoulder blades formed the shapes my insides twisted into but who cares anyway
 They mimic my weak voice fairly well
 Resting restlessly near the wall
 What kept me alive were the breaths that i held