Endings

I'm not sure I'm even wanted
 I'm not sure if much my hate can seem to reconcile
 The feeling that we shall 'ways wander
 So I can't compensate for how I'm supposed to act outside
 I'm here deep in muddy waters
 I am stuck in something I can't seem to correlate
 To how I'm seen or maybe thought of
 To where I'm supposed to be and that I'm out not deviate from
 Trust
 I forget that I'm in love
 Some other touch
 I'm don't know if I'm just lost
 I'm don't know if I'm just lost
 I believe there are others for us
 But only one each time; the two must never overlap
 The situation I've befallen
 That I facilitate; seems to only complicate
 My trust
 I forget that I'm in love
 Some other touch
 I don't know if I'm just lost
 I don't know if I'm just lost
 Maybe it's just what I wanted
 Maybe it just took me all this time to realize
 I am part of a performance
 Where one half plays their role; the other only shuts their eyes
 And I can't leave or just avoid it
 I can't throw away; if only just to spare a life
 From this confusion I am caught in
 Or this eternity of this unending and uncertain
 Trust
 I forget that I'm in love
 Some other touch
 I don't know if I'm just lost
 Don't trust
 Did I forget that I'm in love?
 Some other touch
 I don't know if I'm just lost
 I don't know if I'm just lost.