I’d Love To

I never knew cheap drinks would lead to cheap talking
 Cause I believed in everything you said
 After six long months you were so convincing
 And now you tell me it was all in your head
 They say actions speak louder than words
 But I guess you learn in reverse
 Never meant to lead me on
 Now I'm trynna get over the hurt
 But honestly what makes it worse
 You didn't do anything wrong
 I can't blame you for falling out of us
 And I can't change you, the heart wants what it wants
 And I can't hate you, even if I'd love to
 I'd love to not love you
 I'd love to not love you
 I'd love to not love you
 I'd love not to, not to, love you
 I'd love to not love you
 I'd love to not love you
 I'd love not to, not to, love you
 Some days I start wondering if it's my fault
 Was there a certain day I made you change your mind?
 Was I moving to fast that I crashed into your walls
 Or did we just reach the end of the line?
 I can't blame you for falling out of us
 And I can't change you, the heart wants what it wants
 And I can't hate you, even if I'd love to
 I'd love to not love you
 I'd love to not love you
 I'd love to not love you
 I'd love not to, not to, love you
 I'd love to not love you
 I'd love to not love you
 I'd love not to, not to
 They say actions speak louder than words
 But I guess you learn in reverse
 Never meant to lead me on
 Now I'm trynna get over the hurt
 But honestly what makes it worse
 You didn't do anything wrong
 I can't blame you for falling out of us
 And I can't change you, the heart wants what it wants
 And I can't hate you, even if I'd love to