Jesse

Me and Jesse stayed up 'til two
 We talked about dreams, about things, about you
 It felt like anything could be real or fake
 Like our love is my world, but so is my heartache
 And I knew
 If I thought really hard about flying
 I could probably do it
 I'm just too tired for trying
 I created a scorpion
 And then had to kill it
 Just like I loved you
 And then had to will it
 To end
 'Cause I bent the rules and I'm scary
 My dream
 Is a seam on the world that I'm wearing
 Allowed to break our deepest holds
 They keep you in the shade
 Too late to explain
 How many things are whole and good
 The mirror
 Glittered all blue and silver
 But I was never
 In it to begin with
 I'd like to be a shadow in a shadow
 More deeply invisible
 Than invisible
 Oh to be
 Part of the scenery
 Oh to be
 Filled with apathy
 For you to be
 A little bit scared of me