FootShooter

well, the booze in my blood
 runs fast and loud
 and my brain shouts
 down to my mouth
 say whatever i think
 say it at him
 and when the dam bursts open
 and you're drowned out, boy
 better go outside, sit in your boat
 and wait
 'til you get washed away
 hold onto your thumbs
 tighten your eyelids, uh-uh, uhuh
 lock up your ears, my dear,
 i'm verbal when i am loaded
 duck under that desk,
 cover your neck, uh-uh uh-uuuh
 thicken your skin as i begin
 to shoot myself in the foot again
 and as the body succumbs
 and my mouth goes numb
 i limp out to the sound
 of the breaking of broken toes
 a vandal spoke
 and in the stark and the sobering
 dry sunlight
 i will blink my eyes and
 hope the blink can erase
 all the shit that i said
 and did
 hold onto your thumbs
 tighten your eyelids, uh-uh, uhuh
 lock up your ears, my dear,
 i'm verbal when i am loaded
 duck under that desk,
 cover your neck, uh-uh uh-uuuh
 thicken your skin as i begin
 to shoot myself in the foot again
 and if i shoot at you,
 you should shoot at me, too
 and we can drown in pools
 of the thick dark words we threw
 and as my face turns white
 i apologize
 i am sorry
 it's not your fault
 its mine
 hold onto your thumbs
 tighten your eyelids, uh-uh, uhuh
 lock up your ears, my dear,
 i'm verbal when i am loaded
 duck under that desk,
 cover your neck, uh-uh uh-uuuh
 thicken your skin as i begin
 to shoot myself in the foot again