So Help Me God

I feel this darkness creep like thunder
 It's rolling straight into my spine
 I feel temptation pull me under
 My gold has lost all of its shine
 I try so hard to stay together
 When everything's falling apart
 I said that I'd stay gold forever
 But it seems that I've misplaced my heart
 Save me from myself, hold me down
 Lock me away, don't let me out
 Tie up my wrists, and have me shot
 Please save yourselves, so help me God
 I once was pushed when I was younger
 I gashed my knee and I loved the pain
 (Oh how I loved to feel the pain)
 And suddenly I had the hunger
 To rise up and make him feel the same
 I pushed him back, but I pushed harder
 I watched him slam into the ground
 (I watched him slam into the ground)
 One day I'll die but I'm no martyr
 And I fear that hell is where I'm bound
 Save me from myself, hold me down
 Lock me away, don't let me out
 Tie up my wrists, and have me shot
 Please save yourselves, so help me God
 So help me God
 This gun shout will drown out
 The noise in my head
 But these bloodstains won't cover the shame on my bed
 And I can't think about it, 'cause I don't have the time
 'Cause either way, I'll lose my mind
 Save me from myself, hold me down
 Lock me away, don't let me out
 Tie up my wrists (Tie up my wrists)
 And have me shot (And have me shot)
 Please save yourselves, so help me God
 Save me from myself, hold me down
 Lock me away, don't let me out
 Tie up my wrists (Tie up my wrists)
 And have me shot (And have me shot)
 Please save yourselves, so help me God