The Threnody (Aphonic Threnody)

Mother hug me tight
 I've lost the faith, I've lost every hope
 God has forgotten us
 He has abandoned me
 Father I'm watching your tomb
 Am I going to rest next to you soon?
 There are no tears left in my eyes
 I found myself crying and spitting blood
 While your body was rotting away
 I found myself praying to God to spare your life
 And I found dreaming at night
 Of vast green lands and me walking next to you
 I still feel your voice in my dreams
 Your telling me to rest, not to think about dying
 Is my death as far as the stars in the night sky
 Well father, I wish you could tell me face to face
 Mother hold my hands
 Wipe your tears on my chest
 Wind blows on your grave father
 Echoes of your voice carried in the wind
 Don't ask me to forgive him, I won't forgive him
 Don't ask me to forget of your death, I won't
 I wish I could have shared the grudge and pain with you
 Before your God took your life away
 The only thing left for us is grief
 A black hole of pain