Out the Other Side

Is this how I start a fire?
 I'm getting old
 Am I a liar?
 All you'll ever know is up to me
 Out of touch, half alive
 I'm feeling numb, I kinda like it
 All you'll ever know is what you see
 I've been thinking about another me
 Almost like i'm seventeen
 When you can think about it one time
 And throw it out of the room like
 When heaven lets your body see
 Yeah, let you run away
 Oh I can think about it one time
 It's on my mind and out the other side
 Half emotions on the rise
 It's every move between you and I
 There's holes in every hopeful anything
 Drifting further from the light
 I'm barely hanging on the line
 Holding onto ghosts from memories
 I've been thinking about another me
 Almost like i'm seventeen
 When you can think about it one time
 And throw it out of the room like
 When heaven lets your body see
 Yeah, let you run away
 Oh I can think about it one time
 It's on my mind and out the other side
 (Out the other side)
 An open door
 A careless voice
 I honestly miss it
 Bring me back
 I've been thinking about another me
 Almost like i'm seventeen
 When you can think about it one time
 It's on my mind and out the other side
 Out the other side
 Out the other side