Winter, Withdraw

At the black center of my thoughts, I plead
 Winter, withdraw
 And I decide
 I'll boldly no longer feel the deep cold
 I'll only look to
 You
 Do you even look at me
 What would we even be
 If not a part of the city
 Entangled in deep tunnels that lead
 To the deadbolt lock
 Of our hovering box
 The light refracted
 Again and again
 With the brightest tension
 The fifth dimension
 Folded back with loaded guns
 Revealed its pact and pointed down
 Vowed we'd dance
 So holding breath
 And holding hands
 It's splitting breadth
 And scathing rants
 That pull and stretch
 At what we'd deepened
 And when all that we built
 Threatens to spill
 In a puddle on the tracks
 Sleepy stranger staring back
 What a clumsy refraction
 What an awkward expansion
 Quite a sight to be seen
 When what you were expecting
 A girl of nine reflected
 Placed a skirt upon your head
 And said
 Now a woman I'll precede
 Flowing hair, flow behind me
 From the glowing inside
 Through the growing divide
 Will you please provide a cloudy feeling I can ride