Stranger (feat. Saba & Jarreau Vandal)

I feel like a stranger
 Tryin' to face what's left of my own
 And there is no later, too many changes
 I'm tryna grow
 I thought I knew all the colours and the hues
 Thought I had it figured out
 'Cause in my head it seemed so true
 But I really don't
 There's so much left untouched
 Still figuring out what
 But I'm closer than I was
 Feels like I stopped running away
 Once I recognised my own faith
 In too deep, was stuck in this maze
 That I don't know what to do, oh
 I feel like a stranger
 Tryin' to face what's left of my own
 And there is no later, too many changes
 I'm tryna grow
 You feel like real life
 Or my imagination of what real life should be
 Is as clear as the sky could be
 You the future, all I could see
 So, who knew you would frighten me?
 I don't pretend to have the answers like talkin' to sacristies
 And I'm usually in your head, but you're growin apart from me
 I think lately you getting farther and farther apart from me
 And I know I'm a part of you, and once you are a part of me
 A part of me think that I'm makin' excuses like, "Pardon me"
 For you or for the future, you foolish for tarnishin'
 I'm torn apart thinkin' about independence autonomy
 With my head up higher and higher, the ceilin' get hard to reach
 Every three months you a new person, this feelin' is quarterly
 Around here it get hard to stay grounded like carpentry
 I lost me once, it got me feeling like I got an alter ego
 Goin' 'til it's gone like one on one, it's all for keeps
 A lot of different sides to this story, but they all of me
 I feel like a stranger
 Tryin' to face what's left of my own
 And there is no later, too many changes
 I'm tryna grow (I'm tryna grow)