Amelia, Have You Lost

Amelia have you lost your patience
 With my attempts at conversations?
 I know I've lost my chance with you
 I know the words aren't getting through
 So what should I do?
 Amelia has the one you trusted
 Grown hard and maladjusted?
 But there are always reasons why
 I know I can't just say goodbye
 So what's left to try?
 What if the whole world saw I care?
 It's never kind to souls laid bare
 Oh Amelia, I'm half undone inside, I swear
 Amelia did a perfect vision
 Fade under cold derision?
 I'm tired of staying out of sight
 But are the cold stares left and right
 Just too much to fight?
 Next life, I'll be the young distraught
 You be the jungle man now caught
 Oh Amelia, I can't give what I haven't got