Amnesia

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
 I thought about our last kiss
 How it felt, the way you tasted
 And even though your friends tell me you're doin' fine.
 Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you
 When he says those words that hurt you
 Do you read the ones I wrote you?
 Sometimes I start to wonder
 Was it just a lie?
 If what we had was real
 How could you be fine?
 'Cause I'm not fine at all
 I remember the day you told me you were leaving
 I remember the makeup runnin' down your face
 And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
 Like every single wish we ever made.
 I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
 And forget about the stupid little things
 Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
 And the memories I never can escape
 'Cause I'm not fine at all
 The pictures that you sent me
 They're stil l livin' in my phone
 I admit I like to see them
 I'll admit I feel alone
 And all my friend keep asking why you're not around.
 It hurts to know your happy,
 Teah it hurts that you've moved on
 It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
 It's like we never happened,
 What is just a lie?
 If what we had was real,
 Gow could you be fine?
 'Cause I'm not fine at all
 I remember the day you told me you were leaving
 I remember the makeup runnin' down your face
 And the dreams you left behind,
 You didn't need them,
 Like every-single wish we ever made.
 I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
 And forget about the stupid little things
 Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
 And the memories I never can escape.
 If today I woke up with you right beside me
 Like all of this was just some twisted dream
 I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
 And you'd never slip away
 You'd never hear me say
 I remember the day you told me you were leaving
 I remember the makeup runnin' down your face
 And the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
 Like every-single wish we ever made.
 I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
 And forget about the stupid little things
 Like the way if felt to fall asleep next to you
 And the memories I never can escape
 'Cause I'm not fine at all
 I'm really not fine at all
 Tell me this is just a dream
 I'm really not fine at all.