Peony

Keep trying
 To reassure myself
 That this is ok,
 But we both know its not ok.
 I close my eyes,
 So i ignore the warning signs,
 Im going down a road I know will just
 End in our demise
 Save your sympathy,
 For the weak,
 'Cause the blame this time,
 Falls down on me.
 Its been so long,
 Ive forgotten what its like
 To be broken,
 To be broken once again.
 The words you said
 Put pressure on my chest
 I feel my heart start breaking
 And blood rushing to my head
 I always knew that you could never stay in one
 Place for too long,
 But i blinked my eyes
 And in just seconds you were gone
 Save your sympathy
 For the weak
 'Cause the blame this time
 Falls down on me
 Its been so long
 Ive forgotten what its like
 To be broken
 To be broken once again
 To be broken once again
 And i just cant wrap my head around
 All the words you are sending
 Cause i knew you wouldn't save me
 If the world was ending now
 You just wanted this to hurt
 Well i guess i got what i deserved
 Save your sympathy
 For the weak
 'Cause the blame this time
 Falls down on me
 Its been so long
 Ive forgotten what its like
 To be broken
 To be broken once again