dear me,

Thought I'd seen good days, but that was until I met you
 For I've come so far here on my own, so hear me out before you go
 Because I see a life with you, and I wonder why I've been making do
 All the rules that I've made only to have them break
 I'm here today, it's okay, please, tell me
 Was it you, was it?
 Keeping the lights on swore that I couldn't
 Thought I survived it all before you came around
 I was alone in my head instead
 (If you let me try) was it you, was it?
 (I'll do this right) was it you, was it?
 (Even if I fail a thousand times) was it something you said?
 Did you try to tell me?
 I can't sleep at all sometimes
 The morning comes, but where the fuck am I?
 That's when I look into your eyes, and I'm glad you're with me
 Through all of the times I refused to accept
 The boy that's within me that never left
 All the rules that I've made only to have them break
 I'm here today, it's okay, please tell me
 Was it you, was it?
 Keeping the lights on swore that I couldn't
 Thought I survived it all before you came around
 I was alone in my head instead
 Was it you, was it?
 Falling in love with walls that I've tainted
 Opening doors I don't remember anymore
 Was it something you said?
 Did you try to tell me?
 (If you let me try) was it you, was it?
 (I'll do this right) was it you, was it?
 (Even if I fail a thousand times) was it something you said?
 Did you try to tell me?
 Was it you, was it?
 Keeping the lights on swore that I couldn't
 Opening doors, I don't remember anymore
 Was it something you said?
 Did you try to tell me?
 If you let me try
 I'll do this right
 Even if I fail a thousand times
 If you let me try (if you just let me try)
 I'll do this right (I just wanna do this right)
 Even if I fail a thousand times