intuition

Yeah I know, I know that I'm saying this late
 But it's been too long, I'm still carrying weight
 Don't know what to do next, but I'm trying my best
 Now I get it, insecurity's a weapon
 Well what if, what if there was nothing to chase
 And I woke up now with my memory erased
 What am I doing here, maybe I'll disappear
 I'm wondering what they'd tell me
 All this time I built my intuition
 It'll all be fine, don't make any decisions
 Could've drawn the line and saved me from collisions
 That I'm always in, all over again and still
 All this time my plans are never empty
 Like it's by design, my bones are always heavy
 Try to live my life, but overthinking plenty
 All over again, and over again, oh no
 Well goddamn, goddamn, let me figure this out
 I know someday soon I'll make it out of the crowd
 Run away from the noise, got too much to avoid
 But you think I don't know what I'm talking 'bout still
 And I won't, I won't say it's not meant to be
 'Cause this all I got, no it's not just a dream
 Writing shit 'til it pops, and making beats 'til I drop
 Is it obvious enough now, nah
 Why not, why not put my soul in these sounds
 'Cause I'm fucking sick of just sitting around
 I've been wasting away, but at the end of the day
 You can find me with the sunset by the lake
 I'm lucky I even have a chance
 To finally see who I am
 Or who I could be
 What I could be
 All this time I built my intuition
 It'll all be fine, don't make any decisions
 Could've drawn the line and saved me from collisions
 That I'm always in, all over again and still
 All this time my plans are never empty
 Like it's by design, my bones are always heavy
 Try to live my life, but overthinking plenty
 All over again, and over again, oh no
 Willing to experiment, and to try new things
 And they're not afraid of changing the format a little bit
 (I think it's a very...)