Underneath

Shut Down
 Now While I try to breathe, I don't need sympathy
 I just need you to get out
 Is it hard to believe that you did this to me
 The fuse was burning but not now
 And if I self-destruct will you think that I've had enough?
 I lost the ground beneath my feet, so leave me to my suffering
 I lost everything In the last year
 The higher the climb, the faster it all disappears
 No, the skin that's left is so hollow
 The night is so close I breathe in but I'm losing hope
 It's like the Sun won't shine anymore
 Not anymore
 And I feel the Shame, within my veins
 (Holding me underneath)
 Can't fight the waves, they're killing me
 (Holding my breath ain't easy)
 And I just scream over and over again
 (Over and over again)
 And I just scream over and over again
 Holding me Underneath
 As I lie awake at night thinking time and time of just how we died
 You couldn't give an inch
 Such a hypocrite
 Such a hypocrite
 Lie and run, hide
 Bleeding out while you caught a ride
 Bleeding out while you just stood by
 You could have pulled me out but you didn't even try
 And I feel the Shame, within my veins
 (Holding me underneath)
 Can't fight the waves, they're killing me
 (Holding my breath ain't easy)
 And I just scream over and over again
 (Over and over again)
 And I just scream over and over again
 Holding me Underneath
 You built the trust in us just to watch it burn
 I played calm now the storm is blowing up
 You played it off now times running out
 I'm face down and I'm drowning in our hurt
 I can't fight the waves
 And I feel the Shame, within my veins
 Can't fight the waves, they're killing me
 And I feel the Shame, within my veins
 (Holding me underneath)
 Can't fight the waves, they're killing me
 (Holding my breath ain't easy)
 And I just scream over and over again
 (Over and over again)
 And I just scream over and over again
 (Over and over again)
 And I just scream over and over again
 (Over and over again)
 And I just scream over and over again